Monthly Archives: September 2015

Master Key Week 1 – Be True to Myself

This is my first blog EVER!! So please bear with me as I embark on this journey. So may feelings at once can be over-whelming. I know that MKMMA is going to challenge me. Help me change my way of thinking, in a good way. See things differently. Be in control of my mind…Here we go!

Not sure how to to start this….I always try to be a good person. Always thought as myself and one to help out or lend a helping hand. Very sensitive to others and be that person someone can count on. If someone is in a fix, you bet..I will volunteer! I thought this is how we were to live our life, helping others. Now don’t get me wrong, I still think this way.

Over the last few years, I have struggled with this. I went to the extreme and only help my circle. Only care for my circle. Anyways who helps me when I’m in need? Who can I count on? I have been lost in this one…Let’s think about this!

I have a great family, a husband who loves me and 3 great kids! I have a nice house and nice things. I should be a happy girl. I have to say I am not! I’m the person people see and say, boy your always having fun, I see your everywhere on FB. You and your husband are so happy. Well the reality is yes, we are happy to some extent. ¬†I feel we could be better, much better. I’m concerned about the message I’m sending to my kids as well. I have put them through things i don’t care to discuss, personal family matters. Let’s say not the highlight of my life. What message did I send to them? I am not the girl who has it all, nor do I want to be. I just want to be the best I can be!

My journey is to find my center, to find what makes me happy. To change my thoughts and the way I see things. Find what is causing my unhappiness. Be true to myself, my thoughts. Guess what I’m saying and have to learn..I MATTER! ¬†Putting others first is not always the right thing to do, I think that mask what I’m truly feeling. Going with the flow or how people want or expect me to be. I am not doing a service to anyone by pretending to be..to just exist. I’m Fake! Who am I? What kind of person am I?

Ok-ok… Not to get carried away. I know I have a good base of a person. I have learned in just one class that I can improve my thoughts and get better results, which in turn will make me a better person, a true person! I am lucky enough to been given a chance to experience this class (MKMMA Master Keys) the tools and leadership to help me unleash my better self and free my mind. All by changing habits and thoughts! I am excited for me, my husband and my children. I want them to know ME..the best ME I can be.

-our actions determine our results-

Thanks for reading …stay tuned for more! Ready or not…Here I come.. Angela

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