This is my first blog EVER!! So please bear with me as I embark on this journey. So may feelings at once can be over-whelming. I know that MKMMA is going to challenge me. Help me change my way of thinking, in a good way. See things differently. Be in control of my mind…Here we go!
Not sure how to to start this….I always try to be a good person. Always thought as myself and one to help out or lend a helping hand. Very sensitive to others and be that person someone can count on. If someone is in a fix, you bet..I will volunteer! I thought this is how we were to live our life, helping others. Now don’t get me wrong, I still think this way.
Over the last few years, I have struggled with this. I went to the extreme and only help my circle. Only care for my circle. Anyways who helps me when I’m in need? Who can I count on? I have been lost in this one…Let’s think about this!
I have a great family, a husband who loves me and 3 great kids! I have a nice house and nice things. I should be a happy girl. I have to say I am not! I’m the person people see and say, boy your always having fun, I see your everywhere on FB. You and your husband are so happy. Well the reality is yes, we are happy to some extent. I feel we could be better, much better. I’m concerned about the message I’m sending to my kids as well. I have put them through things i don’t care to discuss, personal family matters. Let’s say not the highlight of my life. What message did I send to them? I am not the girl who has it all, nor do I want to be. I just want to be the best I can be!
My journey is to find my center, to find what makes me happy. To change my thoughts and the way I see things. Find what is causing my unhappiness. Be true to myself, my thoughts. Guess what I’m saying and have to learn..I MATTER! Putting others first is not always the right thing to do, I think that mask what I’m truly feeling. Going with the flow or how people want or expect me to be. I am not doing a service to anyone by pretending to be..to just exist. I’m Fake! Who am I? What kind of person am I?
Ok-ok… Not to get carried away. I know I have a good base of a person. I have learned in just one class that I can improve my thoughts and get better results, which in turn will make me a better person, a true person! I am lucky enough to been given a chance to experience this class (MKMMA Master Keys) the tools and leadership to help me unleash my better self and free my mind. All by changing habits and thoughts! I am excited for me, my husband and my children. I want them to know ME..the best ME I can be.
-our actions determine our results-
Thanks for reading …stay tuned for more! Ready or not…Here I come.. Angela